Life as we know it

With every new day comes change. Sometimes these changes are for the better and sometimes they can change life as we know it in a flash. Since Andy's mom has left us, it feels like she has taken part of us with her. We are trying to get back to our life as we knew it and with the aftermass of details left to handle, it's been very challenging.

Our life had already changed drastically once Caitlin started school, the mornings are earlier, there's no more naps, she's tired, she's cranky so we're tired and we're cranky and there never seems to be enough time for anything anymore. I still have pictures on my camera since July!

We had cancelled our much needed vacation with all the going ons and have rebooked for November. So in two weeks from now, we will be on that beach, trying desperately to RELAX and spend some much needed quality time with the girls. We've also decided to bring my parents with us since they have helped us out tremendously through all of this and they truly deserve a vacation too. We're looking so forward to it and they are so excited too, they've never been to the Carribean and once you go, you're in love!

In the mean time, I'm trying to make it through the next two weeks and can't wait to be a real mommy again and wife and daughter. I've been here but haven't really, I feel like all these recent events have been happening and I've been dealing with it all but like I'm not really here either. Don't know if that makes any sense but I just can't wait to get back to some sort of normality!